Cali=GREAT!!! Hot guys(trust me they are damn fine) everywhere I go, whats not great about that I love it. Being out here made me realize how much I really do miss the west coast, and I want to come back to Vegas, but at the same time I dont want to leave some of my friends in Kansas, but once I graduate Im moving to Cali. I love getting to see Matt and Brandon I miss them both so much and I love being with them they are the greatest guys I know. Im excited to be coming home soon though I miss all my friends and I have some things that I need to take care of. I have to say bye to some of my friends and that really sucks cause I dont want to have to say bye especially to the ones that I have to say bye to. But for good news me and Tysun are talking again, and so are me and Josh. I really really miss Mayo though and I wish I could talk to him but NO, I love you Mayo.
I have realized that I dont need a relationship nor do I really want one, Im a junior!! and I am so sick of the highschool relationship shit its dumb. I want to live my life not worrying about someone else. Maybe it is cause Im running scared and Im just to scared that Im going to get hurt, thats what everyone is going to tell me, but thats not why. After talking to Matt and Brandon I realized that they are right and I dont say that often cause they tend to be really dumb, but for once they are right and I love them both dearly for that.
Anyways...Im only updating cause Courtney Nicole Brink was complaining. Oh and we are having a party at my house when I get home, dont know when yet, and then I am having a fourth of july party, if yoou want to come let me know and if I like you I will let you come if I dont its not my problem. I love you guys.
<33
Chatboard (0)